and Beauty is on the surface wearing thin

Being away from every problem for a week was beautiful but coming back to everything and having to deal with things is worse. Ignoring the one person you learnt to trust and who could put a smile on your face because they now deserve nothing more from you due to their actions is horrible. But the realisation that things could become so much worse is crushing. Back to some form of normality would be nice.

Let it go, go out and start again.